Monday, February 6, 2012

Id keeps influencing

So this week didn't go exactly as I wanted it to which is funny since I did it to myself.  To procrastinate my work (Why do I procrastinate?), I sat on the couch and ate and ate and watched TV. 

As a child, we ate at the dinner table when I was younger, but then later on we started eating in separate rooms while watching TV.  My fiance and I have this habit, too, of eating in front of the TV.  When I'm by myself, this definitely leads to mindless eating.  I also keep eating because "I'm still finishing my meal so of course I can finish watching this show...and the next show....and the next show." 

Each time I eat mindlessly I'm harming my body, contributing to factors that will shorten my life.

On the positive side, I did make it to the gym for 4 classes last week.  I'm hoping for 5 this week but I give into my depression and talk myself out of going.